J'adore EcRirE.
Beaucoup d'entre vous le savent, des carnets remplis de confidences, d'impression, de rêves, de poésie...
Un moyen de me dévoiler, ou de me masquer peut-être?
Et si je me livre souvent, c'est aussi pour que ceux qui ont le courage de me lire puisse me connaître mieux.
Un ami m'a dit, people may not know it but you're a complicated girl that's simple inside.
A vous de voir, de choisir!
You'd do it for the thrill. You're not in the wrong and somehow you think you you're strong,
RépondreSupprimerthat you won't let it go out of hand.
that people around you would understand
Et voila, sur le pavé, tous tes beaux principes éclatés.
why you started it, what you wanted out of it, you dont't remember it. The passion was young, the tension all around. You thought it be allright. you thought it'd be light.
Et voilà, un sentiment de confusion de destruction qui vous jette par terre.
Et surtout l'incompréhension de ceux qui vous sont chers.
You forgot the reason, you refused to reason. Because the word treason, destruction are just too strong.
You nearly let go, you tipped in the flow.
Et ce qui reste, une amertume un souvenir inavouable
d'un instant que je pensais formidable.
I'll protect myself against this sensation, i fight the fascination and keep myself to reason.
Face à une intuition avérée, la réalité est mon seul get away.
La sensation de m'envoler loin, loin de ce piège envoutant, de me déchirer.
i'll refuse to play, now i won't lead into temptation
You didn't want me you liked the obsession, you liked my attention.
and now you're pulling away like a big boy, like let us not toy.
Un vide s'est créé, la chasse est terminée.
Game over,
ne reste que la douleur.
Je partirai une autre fois...
RépondreSupprimerlentement réveillée
je me lève sans faire de bruit.
Le soleil doucement éclairait
cette chambe de la nuit.
Une émotion qui m'envahit
Les détails, lui, son odeur,
Tandis qu'il est endormi
cela me fait un peu peur
Tantôt, je le savais
Cet instant s'appellerait souvenir
Mieux valait fuir et m'échapper
avant de ne trop souffrir
protection contre la vie
partir, partir vite
sans laisser de trace
un souvenir juste et être quitte
sans douleur, je m'efface
lui, il dormait
inconscient de ces questions.
la mémoires de ses baisers de sa passion
sans relâche me retenait
un rayon venant a l'effleurer
dans son sommeil il m'enlaça
fascinée je ne me détachais.
je partirai une autre fois
People running past me, walking, pacing.
RépondreSupprimerPeople hurrying around me. with a purpose, with a direction.
People moving, people talking, people acting
While i stand still avert to confusion.
Lost in a memory
still dreaming of a used to be.
Shush don't move, shush don't talk!
Shush don't scare it away
i'm struggling to make it stay
trying to get it real as real as the day
wondering my wrong asking where's my fault
Movement all around me, buzzing in my ears
My body getting pushed, my feelings getting crushed
fuzzy blurry colours
but i hang on to my core
Still how long can i hold?
still i stand avert to change
still i stand in my memory
blurred in my own little world
quick come back! don't leave this way!
what felt so real is just a construction
the sensation has died today
my eyes laying on expectation
I'm there running past you, walking, pacing.
I'm here hurrying around you. with a purpose, with a direction.
I'm here, laughing breathing singing acting
reminding to stand avert to your confusion.
BITTER SWEET HARMONY
RépondreSupprimerlooking for the truth behind your eyes
a mirror for my growing attraction
finding but friendly consideration
Oh but the pain of desillusion
tears and pain my two favorite allies
trying to hide this heavy sorrow
all these people smiling, laughing around me
while I can't find the strength to be happy
My tears filling my glass heavily
and your glow showing me no tomorrow
What a strange reaction
he but asked for affection
how strange should it be
It just signed the death of me
Now I can feel what movies said
finding it hard to concentrate
numb body, love and hate
and you wonder if it's too late
to trust again, looks like the end
looking for the truth behind your eyes
a mirror for my growing attraction
finding but friendly consideration
Oh but the pain of desillusion
tears and pain my two favorite allies
trying to hide this heavy sorrow
all these people smiling, laughing around me
while I can't find the strength to be happy
My tears filling my glass heavily
and your glow showing me no tomorrow
What a strange reaction
he but asked for affection
how strange should it be
It just signed the death of me
Yet throughout the emptiness
peace comes to me
yes it hurt, but that's ABC
of simple and true honesty
the great wonder of this darkness
What a strange reaction
I'll grow to the situation
How ironic could it be
a bitter sweet harmony
I but ask time to be my friend
that night to be a distant memory
something to look at with irony
i'll treasure our friendship honestly
i'll learn to trust you once again
What a strange reaction
I'll grow to this situation
How ironic could it be
A bitter sweet harmony
A bitter sweet harmony.
It was just nothing and i’ll say goodbye to your memory now.
RépondreSupprimerHow i’d like to feel. How I’d like you stopped hunting me now.
How I’d like it stopped hurting me now.
I’m soo good at pretending, I’m soo good at happy acting.
No one would know.
No way I’d let it show.
I’ll keep on my way, won’t let you bring me astray.
But why do I still dream you’ll sweep me away?
I wish I’d know how to hate you because I don’t.
Wish I’d know what went on with you, but now I won’t.
You’re this thing inside me, both unkept both maybe
It was so brief, and I don’t feel grief.
A longing for something I know would be good
Don’t know you though I know I could
Just look coz you should
Or free me from your memory
As this isn’t what I wanna be
Looking for black glasses in the subway,
Trying to forget you everyday.
Trying to forget you in everyway.